October 10, 2016
I feel dirty.
I feel like I have “it” now…what is it even?
I thought I knew.
I thought I understood.
I thought this confirmation of the unspoken susceptibility, already predetermined by my heredity would be a good thing…right?
Because I always kinda sorta knew, something wasn’t right.
I always figured I was gifted, special…but not under this spotlight.
I feel dirty.